The real-life adventures of a girl who is willing to try just about anything.


Sinful Sunday – One for the road

Today I drove down to Orlando to meet up and have a late lunch with a couple of friends. On the way back, I decided to hit up my favorite toy store, Fairvilla Megastore, for something to help me pass the time on the drive home.

*click* for a new perspective…

I put it there as soon as I got to the car. I kept it there on high for half of my ride home. Finally, I had to pull over and make myself cum. The rest of my journey was sooo relaxed!

Posted in participation with Sinful Sunday, hosted by Molly’s Daily Kiss.
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TMI Tuesday – The Big O

This week’s theme “Orgasms” and the questions are brought to you by Naughty Tashamber.

The Big O

1 – Do you remember your first orgasm? How old were you? Tell us about it.
Specifically, no. I have been masturbating for as long as I can remember. I can tell you that I knowingly had my first orgasm around the age of 10 in the shower or bathtub as a result of a steady stream of water on my clit. I don’t really recall how I knew that would feel good, but it was probably the best discovery of my life.

2 – What is your favorite way to orgasm? (Sex, g-spot/p-spot, oral, etc).
Currently I am only able to have clitoral orgasms.

3 – Are there any ways you want to experience an orgasm but haven’t yet? (oral, p-spot/g-spot, with or without a vibrator, squirt, etc).
What I would love more than anything in the world would be the ability to have an orgasm just from fucking Roland. He is the only person I have ever been with that makes me want to cum during sex. His magnificent cock hits me in just the right spot where I feel like I must cum, but I still have to play with my clit in order to make it happen. There have been times when I felt SO VERY CLOSE but I just failed to go over the edge, despite all my best efforts.

4 – Have you ever had an orgasm in your sleep?
Not that I am aware of.

5 – What is the easiest/fastest way for you to have an orgasm?
The fastest and easiest way for me to have an orgasm is with direct clitoral stimulation with a powerful vibrator. However, in order for it to be really easy, I have to start off completely cold. If everything is exactly right, I can get off in around 2 minutes flat.

6 – How many times a week do you try to reach orgasm?
It really depends. Because my orgasms can take so much work, I am not necessarily orgasmically-minded. It’s not my primary focus. So I go through phases where I may only orgasm once or twice a week. Sometimes not at all. Every so often, I’ll cum like 5 times in one week. That’s really kind of a lot for me.

7 – Have you ever had an orgasm at the same time as your partner? Who normally cums first?
I am able to simultaneously orgasm with my partner only with very careful planning, but it has happened. I prefer for my partners to cum first, because I don’t necessarily care if I do at all.

8 – Can you have multiples?
No. At most I have had 2 orgasm back-to-back.

9 – How long does it normally take you to reach orgasm?
As I said above, if I am masturbating and everything is just right, I can cum in about 2 minutes. However, if there has been any stimulation at all (including nipples and non-genital areas) it can take much longer. I would say that on average, it probably takes me 15 minutes.

10 – Have you ever faked one?
I am not proud to say that yes, I have faked it a time or two. I have had partners who were not necessarily bad, but just couldn’t do it without very specific instruction at the exact right moment.


How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblogfrom your website!
Happy TMI Tuesday!

TMI Tuesday – M is for masturbation

M is for masturbation

1. How often do you masturbate?
Not as often as you would think. It really depends on all of the other factors in my life. It may be once a day, it may only be once a week. I can say, though, that I’m pretty sure a week doesn’t go by that I don’t masturbate at least once a week. 🙂

2. What are you doing to celebrate Masturbation month?
Reading about/looking at pictures of/watching videos everyone else celebrating?? hehe. I have not masturbated for the specific purpose of celebrating.

3. Do you like to watch your partner masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.
c. Not really, it’s boring.
d. No, it’s a turn off.
e. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.
A. Always! And not just my partner! I’ll watch just about anyone masturbate. Self-pleasure is SO sexy!

4. Do you let your partner watch you masturbate?
a. Yes, it turns me on to be watched.
b. Sometimes, because it gets my partner very aroused.
c. No, it’s embarrassing.
d. I’ve never experienced it but I’d like to.
A. Absolutely! I love to be watched by anyone who enjoys watching. It turns me on to turn other people on, which turns them on more, which turns me on more! It’s an endless loop of being turned on!

5. Mutual masturbation? Yay or Nay?
Definite YAY!!! This satisfies both my love of exhibitionism and voyeurism at the same time! And who knows how to pleasure you more than yourself, so you know you’re both having a good time. 🙂

6. If you had an all-expense-paid trip to San Francisco to attend Masturbate-a-thon 2012 would you go and masturbate? Why or Why not?
Heck yes! Masturbators unite! I would go for several reasons. I’ve never been to San Francisco. I never turn down a free trip. I love to travel. And how hot would it be to be masturbating while surrounded by other masturbators?! Let the orgasms and cum fly! *grin*
The Center for Sex & Culture
Sunday, May 27, 10am-midnight
Arrive by 9pm
$40 minimum self-sponsorship; or bring sponsorship form with pledges
All genders, all orientations welcome to explore self-pleasure in a supportive group environment. Check the next newsletter for more detail about this year’s Thon, and join us to Come for a Cause!
All donations and pledges support CSC’s operations and programs.

Bonus: Are you addicted to masturbating?
There are definitely times when I feel this way. Sometimes I absolutely cannot keep my hands off myself! I went through a period where I masturbated every single chance I got when I was alone. I couldn’t stop myself! I’m not as compelled as I used to be, but I do still have my moments!


How to play TMI Tuesday: Copy the above TMI Tuesday questions to your webspace (i.e., a blog). Answer the questions there, then leave a comment below, on this blog post, so we’ll all know where to read your responses. Please don’t forget to link to tmituesdayblog from your website!

Happy TMI Tuesday!

Listen to me

I’d really love to give you a more clever title, but it’s almost 3am, I’m half-drunk, tired and at the point where I just really want to get this thing up and be done with it.

That being said, at long last I now offer you my first podcast. It’s not so bad for my first time out, I think. No frills, just me, my voice, and a previously published sexy story. I’m very excited about this, and am looking forward to recording more for you in the future. It was a lot of fun. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

Now without further ado…

Pulling Over

Since this is my first time, any and all feedback is welcomed and encouraged! Please let me know what you think. It really means a lot to me. 🙂

My defective pussy

You’ve seen the pictures. You’ve heard the audio. Some of you have even seen the video. I’d bet that you have no idea that my pussy is broken and just doesn’t work right. As a whole, it’s a good one. It gets wet, has a decent look about it, and gives me orgasms that you wouldn’t believe. But in comparison to some, I definitely feel defective.

My pussy can’t cum from penetration alone. My pussy can’t cum without direct clitoral stimulation. My pussy can’t readily have multiple orgasms. My pussy doesn’t squirt, it gushes. I know that none of these things are huge faults. But they are things that make me love my pussy just a little bit (and sometimes a lot) less than I should.

Roland and I have an amazing sex life. Easily the best, most satisfying sex in my entire life. Before him, it never mattered to me that I couldn’t climax from cock alone. I didn’t care because I just like to fuck and sometimes that’s all I want to do: just fuck. Orgasms have never been particularly easy for me. They’ve always involved work. But it was never an issue because I just liked to have sex for the sake of sex. However, there’s something about his cock that makes me want to cum. No, it makes me NEED to cum. I’ve never felt that with anyone else before. He just hits that spot. And sometimes, it seems like I’m almost there, that it’s just beyond my fingertips. I focus and concentrate on that feeling alone. I do everything within my power to will an orgasm to fruition, but so far it has been in vain.

I would not necessarily say it’s hard for me to get off. I prefer to say that I’m very specific. Under the right circumstances, I bring myself to climax in under 2 minutes. That’s usually with a vibrator but sometimes I can do it with my fingers alone. However, that involves direct, focused stimulation of my clit. It doesn’t necessarily have to be hard and/or fast. Sometimes it can be slow and gentle-like. But there must not be ANY deviations and it must be relentless. If I should allow my attention to stray, or if I try to change it up a bit, there goes my 2-minute window.

And this is where it gets tricky. Because after that point, the more stimulated I get, the harder it can be for me to cum. What a farce, right? This is the biggest problem if I want to have an orgasm while having sex. I don’t know about you guys, but when I have sex, there are LOTS of different things going on. Even in the missionary position, it’s never just repetition of the same thing over and over. This all makes for great sex, but makes it difficult to cum. Like I said, I have to work at it.

Depending on the situation, sometimes I’ll try to use my fingers on my clit while he’s fucking me. Sometimes it will even work. Usually, though, I am so hot and in the moment that I get way overeager and overstimulate myself. Which leads to frustration and makes me just want to cry. Roland tells me all the time to just calm down and relax. He’s never in any hurry and can last as long as I want him to. Even if he never admits it, I know it has to frustrate him a bit, too. More often than not, I just skip trying to play with my clit and go directly for my vibrator which is usually good and quick. If I’ve played with my clit first and gave up in frustration before reaching for the vibrator, then it’s still going to take lots of focus and work. Most of the time at that point, to help me along Roland will stop any thrusting and either just hold still or squeeze my nipples. He understands what an issue the over stimulation is, and the nipple pain is a different enough sensation that it can override that.

The trade off for all of this work is that the harder I work for my orgasm, the bigger it is and the longer it lasts. It’s still really good if I cum fast and easy, but it goes away fast and easy, too. When I’ve had to work really hard, I will probably have been alternating between holding my breath and hyperventilating. I don’t do it on purpose but it essentially gives me all the effects that one gets from breath play. I’m just doing it myself instead of being choked out by my partner. The result is that afterward I have full-body quakes/aftershocks that can last strongly for 5-10 minutes. I’ve had aftershocks as long as 20 minutes afterward also, albeit small ones.

Because I have to work so hard for my orgasms, even one more after that big one is next to impossible. In most cases, I am so sensitive all over my whole body that I don’t want to be touched at all. It’s like torture to me. I would probably have to be completely tied down and restrained if someone wanted to make me climax again immediately. Oh, and I had better be gagged also, because there is NO chance of me being quiet at that point!

When I have these big, hard-won orgasms, I almost always gush. Often I can gush beforehand if I get myself worked up enough, because an orgasm isn’t required to make it happen. And I can gush more than once and sometimes gush even more after I’ve cum. It can be very wet and messy. But on very few occasions has it been anything concentrated enough to be considered a squirt, in my opinion. That’s what I consider squirting, a concentrated stream akin to urinating. That’s usually what I see in porn, anyway. Mine is just a sudden huge deluge of wetness. But if it’s a matter of muscle control, I might try to see if I can learn to make it a stream.

Anything else you wanna know about my pussy? You can hit me up on Formspring. 🙂

Wanton Wednesday – Dark Conference

I just realized that I could barely squeak this in for Wanton Wednesday.

Earlier today, I was listening to an amazingly delicious Climax by the always alluring Mia Lee. When it was over, I remembered a recording I’d made at work in December. I’m a big fan of the #workwank, but since I work in a cubicle amongst 24 other cubicles, I usually have to keep it down.

the cubicle farm where this slut is trapped all day
All of my team members are gone by 4pm, so that is usually the magic hour for me. However, it is quiet like a library or a vault and sound really carries. One evening while I was working late before the holidays, I decided to go into a dark conference room to make an audio recording of my wank.

Dark Conference

Posted in participation with Wanton Wednesday hosted by Dangerous Lilly.
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Sinful Sunday – On the way home

I’m so behind on all of my blogging, but hopefully I’ll be caught up soon. I can’t miss out on Sinful Sunday, though!

This picture was taken this past Monday when we were driving home from Orlando. Sitting on my tender bruised tushy and reliving my first trip to the dungeon on Saturday night over and over in my mind made me unbelievably horny. Adding fuel to the fire were thoughts of all of the possibilities now that our relationship has added a new dynamic. I still get all swoony. I could not keep my hands off my pussy. I also could not get off, no matter how hard I tried. But it didn’t stop me from trying! 😉

My poor, abused clitty

Posted in participation with Sinful Sunday, hosted by Molly’s Daily Kiss.
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My gift to him

This entry was written by my former/sometimes submissive. He recently reposted it to his FetLife account after deleting it originally when our relationship ended. Reading it makes me feel divinely cruel and loving at the same time. We have remained friends, as we were friends long before we entered a D/s relationship, and this is posted with his permission.

As I returned home after departing my birthday dinner with my Mistress I hugged her tightly and got ready to settle down for the night. Suddenly my phone rang. My Mistress ordered me back to her car. Not sure what was going on I came to her driver side window as she told me to get back in. I took a deep breath and did as told looking to her curiously. 

As she left my house she started to tell me what a nice birthday gift it would be if I was made to touch myself for her on the beach for her. And that wasn’t all. How much more it would be if I was made to watch her do the same before I was allowed my gift.

Instantly my heart started racing and the nervousness that always leaps in these situations attacked full force. I started to feel very warm and sweating slightly. All the while her cock between my legs grew hard. Never before have I been made to do something in public like this. Never before have I been made to watch my Mistress touch herself in front of me.

We drove down a1a as I got more and more nervous. My heart pounding and her cock hard. We ended up at the pier and it was very dark out. No moon in sight and high tide seemed to be retreating. As she scouted the area I followed behind with shaky legs. Finally she decided that we would go onto the beach into the water and walk south to an area where there was exposed beach and rocks. As I followed she removed her pants and shirt and roamed into the water slightly as I stayed close to the sea wall.

Finally she decided on a large flat level rock for her spot. She spread out her pants to sit on and she ordered me to my knees before her in the sand. I did as told as my heart was beating fast and hard. My eyes darting around for anyone that may see or be coming. My fear of being found out was suddenly interrupted with her question. “Are you hard?” Before I could get out the words I feet her foot pressed against her cock between my legs. “Yes you are” she said and I became silent silent.

She pulled her new black panties to the side of her wet pussy. I knew cause I could smell and hear her touch. Followed by hearing her moans and her words to confirm the fact. I became frantic not knowing where to look. To look at my Mistress’s face and her moans, her hand playing with her clit, or around for someone that would catch us. She ordered me to pull my shorts to expose her property as she continued to play with herself.

I stayed still and on my knees with my hands behind my back holding onto the back of my shorts while she continued to touch and moan. She then told me to touch myself but I was not allowed to cum til she was done. I moved my right hand around and started to stroke. Moaning and stroking my left hand balanced myself on the rock as my body moved forward. Closer to her actions, scent, and sounds. I stroked hard while listening to her moans and sounds of fingers in wetness. I started to get carried away and had to stop touching as I wouldn’t be able to stop myself otherwise.

She took this time to reposition herself in a more comfortable reclining position and placed her legs spread in the air. Her feet against my body. I held to them not leaving a free hand to touch myself as she started again at a more furious pace. Evidently the change in position was much better for her pleasure as she rubbed and moaned harder. My breathing getting harder and my eyes looking less around and more to her hands and pussy I suddenly heard and felt her start to cum. Her feet pushing against me hard as her body shuddered. She suddenly stood and just said “finish”.

I started to stroke hard. My hand back on the rock to balance as suddenly her hand suddenly swiped fully across my face and mouth with all of the juices left from her pussy. Instantly the taste and smell overwhelmed me completely. All I could taste and smell was her as I stroked. She stood close next to me as I moaned loudly not caring if anyone could hear at that point. I came hard onto the rock and sand on my knees with my Mistress standing over me. Collapsing against the rock spent and head spinning all I could think of was how much I loved my Mistress and how lucky I am to be her slave.

Thinking about that night makes me so wet. I think I shall have to repeat the experience again sometime. His birthday is only a few months away…

Pulling over

I spent this past weekend in Orlando with my best subbie girlfriend. I’m sad to say that it had been 3 1/2 years since the last time I’d visited. Especially since it’s only 2 hours away. Life just gets in the way sometimes, yanno? I used to drive down at least once a month. Back when I first started going to munches and play parties and then to visit my Mistress before She moved to California. I always looked forward to the drive down. And not only because I was on my way to visit Her.

See, I used to drive a really crappy car that would vibrate a bit when I drove. The boredom of being in a car by myself for two hours, combined with the vibrations from the road would generally make me feel pretty randy. I was always getting horny in the car, so I had a habit of driving with one foot up on the dash, giving me easy access to my pussy. I would often finger myself while driving. Unfortunately, however, I was rarely able to get myself off just from fingering. On one such trip, I stopped and bought a vibrator, which I kept in the car from that point on.



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